noah. twenty-four.
west coast. queer.
talk to me.

(Source: floresenelatico, via mfhmfhmfh)

humans-of-pdx:

"I don’t really like people, but it’s difficult to get comfortable with loneliness. I mean, I’ve tried to have friends, but it never works out. And I’m tired of going out alone. I’m ok staying in at my place. It smells good when I burn incense and I have a lot of records and I can just play video games.” The bus she was waiting for arrived. “Do you need to go?” "It’s ok. Another one will come in ten minutes… But then, you know, sometimes I just want a partner— a relationship. It would be nice to share this part of my life with someone. I’ve been single for years, and you know, there are people I could call if I wanted to. But people always end up saying things that rub me the wrong way, or if I open up to them, suddenly they want me to be their best friend, and I don’t want people to have expectations of me. I don’t want to waste anyone else’s time if I’m not interested in being close to them." Another bus came and went while she told me about the loneliness, wiping tears from her eyes. Then another. “I’m sorry, I’ve talked too long.” "It’s really ok. Sometimes we just need to connect." "Yeah, I forget that sometimes."

humans-of-pdx:


"I don’t really like people, but it’s difficult to get comfortable with loneliness. I mean, I’ve tried to have friends, but it never works out. And I’m tired of going out alone. I’m ok staying in at my place. It smells good when I burn incense and I have a lot of records and I can just play video games.” 

The bus she was waiting for arrived. “Do you need to go?” 

"It’s ok. Another one will come in ten minutes… But then, you know, sometimes I just want a partner— a relationship. It would be nice to share this part of my life with someone. I’ve been single for years, and you know, there are people I could call if I wanted to. But people always end up saying things that rub me the wrong way, or if I open up to them, suddenly they want me to be their best friend, and I don’t want people to have expectations of me. I don’t want to waste anyone else’s time if I’m not interested in being close to them." 

Another bus came and went while she told me about the loneliness, wiping tears from her eyes. Then another. “I’m sorry, I’ve talked too long.” 

"It’s really ok. Sometimes we just need to connect." 

"Yeah, I forget that sometimes."

(via fuckyeahwoolsocks)

i am having a blugh day
every day feels blugh lately

i bought incense that smells like the forest
and rain
to try to forget the endless snow

i tried to take a bath to forget the snow
the blugh
but i set my hair on fire lighting candles
and now it is all i can smell

like the way i can’t escape
knowing how awful people are to each other
while i live in this city

seconds away from being hit by a car
every single time i leave my home on foot,

without refuge, without the sanctuary
of the arms of people who know how to love.

what am i doing here?

therianthrope24:

Yup.

“I wouldn’t necessarily mind people not knowing I’m gay, but I don’t like being thought of as straight — in the same way that I don’t mind people not knowing I’m a writer, but it would be awkward if they assumed I was an extreme skateboarder, because that’s so far removed from the reality of my life. But there is no blank slate where orientation is concerned; we are straight until proven otherwise. And if you’ve never seen how dramatically a conversation can be derailed by a casual admission of homosexuality, let me tell you, it gets awkward.”

My work is making us do this super tacky gender bender bowling party and I am too emotionally exhausted to school them on gender variance so this is me plus a hat pretty much. #fuckthegenderbinary

uselessteenagers:

I have anxiety about my anxiety

(via olivepaintsalot)

(Source: BuzzFeed, via mfhmfhmfh)

shannibal-cannibal:

let me break this down

violence is not just putting your hands on someone and hurting them or shooting them or stabbing them or whatever

violence is leading someone to harm and making no effort to prevent it

violence is knowingly manipulating someone so that they end up physically or mentally harmed

you can participate in an act of violence against someone and never even touch them

http://fatpeoplecatpeople.tumblr.com/post/81952323624/roycevomit-b8l-hey-so-as-some-of-you-know

roycevomit:

b8l:

hey, so as some of you know already, i’ve been really sick for a while. i just found out what’s causing it. it’s pretty gross, so i’m not going to far into detail, but it involves a parasite infection with a high risk for development of cancer in several organs in my…